As I've mentioned on this blog I had a bit of a run in with Lymphoma back in 2006/2007. Well here we are and ten years have passed so what's changed in this time? LOTS! But more importantly what has changed within me, the survivor?
Well I'm cancer free, and I have issues related to my treatment that have effected me both physically and mentally. It's more of the mental health that are my biggest problems.
I have issues with certain parts of the treatment I received, namely Radiotherapy and the high dose of Methotrexate. It was the latter that causes me the most trouble. But why? this is the question that plagues me still. There's no logic in why I feel the way I do, but if the mind was this simple to question then my issues wouldn't exist! The issue of Radiotherapy isn't one of a mental issue but that of a physical. I suffered from burns to my tongue, throat and neck, and the healing of these wounds took longer than it would if my body wasn't so run down. Today the effects of those burns has affected my taste due to about 2/3rd of my taste buds being removed!
All through this I'd lost my ability to smell, I originally thought it was due to the necrotic tissue that had physically blocked my nose. However several months post radiotherapy and my nose had almost cleared up, but not a hint of my sense of smell was going to return any time soon. 😡
Then finally in 2013 we got around to doing what was planned for 2006! (but only one!)